Hey you. Yes, you. It is time we had a talk. Are you ready for this? Good, then I shall begin.
It is time you completely move on. You made choices in your life that pushed me to make my own choices in mine. But when you peek inside while I am in my most vournable state, I can't fight you off and push you away. It isn't right and it isn't fair to me. I deserve better than that and more respect. I don't visit you while you are sleeping, because it is wrong.
While my head thinks for its self and can make logical choices, my heart makes its own. My heart wants to say something to you, but my head isn't able to comprehend exactly what it is saying. I deciphered it and it goes something like this:
My former love,
I need you to leave me be. Don't come back to check in, no more late night visits, period. I dont deserve to wake with that horrible ache that makes me want to rip my heart out. Nor do I deserve to cry anymore. Since you have refused to listen the many times that Head has spoken, asking politely for you to keep away, I am now changing the locks. I am not available to you, period. I still care about you and wish you well, but fuck off! Good day.
I am sure you will understand the message we both are trying to convey to you. Should you decide to not heed this warning... Well, let me just say it is the last one. Beware.
