You No Longer Belong Here, So Fuck Off!

Hey you. Yes, you. It is time we had a talk. Are you ready for this? Good, then I shall begin.

It is time you completely move on. You made choices in your life that pushed me to make my own choices in mine. But when you peek inside while I am in my most vournable state, I can't fight you off and push you away. It isn't right and it isn't fair to me. I deserve better than that and more respect. I don't visit you while you are sleeping, because it is wrong.

While my head thinks for its self and can make logical choices, my heart makes its own. My heart wants to say something to you, but my head isn't able to comprehend exactly what it is saying. I deciphered it and it goes something like this:

My former love,
I need you to leave me be. Don't come back to check in, no more late night visits, period. I dont deserve to wake with that horrible ache that makes me want to rip my heart out. Nor do I deserve to cry anymore. Since you have refused to listen the many times that Head has spoken, asking politely for you to keep away, I am now changing the locks. I am not available to you, period. I still care about you and wish you well, but fuck off! Good day.

I am sure you will understand the message we both are trying to convey to you. Should you decide to not heed this warning... Well, let me just say it is the last one. Beware.

Panther Animal Totem

The panther animal totem is a very powerful and protective presence. If you have this creature as your totem, you are blessed to have such a fierce and aggressive guardian with you.

The panther is a symbol of courage, valor and power. The panther has also sometimes associated with the sun, and solar vibrancy in some cultures (South American, & Central American).

Individuals with panther totems are usually people who come into this world with a spiritual knowing - a deeper understanding of spiritual things. These people often are very intuitive, psychic, and many are artistically inclined.

Of all the panthers, the black panther has the greatest mysticism associated with it. It is a symbol of the mother, the dark moon and the power of the night. The black panther encourages us to understand the shadow powers available to us all, to acknowledge these powers and to eliminate our fears of the darkness.

When the black panther totem appears in your life, it is also a symbol of releasing your passions, and starting a new phase of your life. A phase in which you are discovering your desires, and living your dreams.

The panther animal totem asks us these questions:

What is my Shadow Self trying to tell me?
Are my passions helping or hindering me at this time?
Am I still on the right spiritual path for myself?
Am I supressing latent desires?
Am I putting others' needs before my own to the point of self-neglect?
Am I being mindful of my movements - both physical and emotional?
Am I being defensive? Who or what am I protecting and why?
When the panther animal totem comes to us (whether it be in the form of images or real sightings) we must begin paying attention to the strength of our inner being - our internal fortitude, and the condition of our spiritual strength & valor. Panthers also beckon us to consider our darker side - analyze this side of ourselves and determine its motivation.